Evil ref of doom

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Link at the top is still my old username. Will change that sometime.
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(First want to try a watermarked one. If it ruins it too much I'll upload without one)

Finally! My OC had a ref now. At least art-wise.
I didn't feel like cramming it with a lot of text with information nobody is going to read anyways. Besides, that's what the artist comment is for! 8D
(Get it? no one reads that either. But at least it doesn't ruin the art with the boring info).

So uh, yeah!
Prepare for the boring information! 8D

Characters and names
Some of you may be confused about this character and the other one now. Some of you already know.
The somewhat normal looking version of this character is supposed to be/represent me. It's the physical character.

This wild/crazy version is sort of a dark alter ego. (Not actually evil) She's most of the time a spirit within me. (Thus I refer to her as 'inner me' as well)

Because they are actually 2 characters in 1, I ended up calling both K-Chan. It's a simple nickname some of my friends gave me once irl and I liked using it for my characters as well.

I've been trying to turn this version of the character a bit more into a character of her own and not just a twisted side of me.
She has her own will and thoughts after all.

I figured she could use an actual name of her own. One that is still kinda like my own real name, since she is part of me, but still different. I ended up with the name Katherine.
Although I still call her K-Chan and she calls me that too. (Yes I talk to my OC's xD; ... don't pretend you never do that).
I came up with the name Katherine about a year (or 2, not sure ) ago.

I think that covers the part of the 2 versions and names.

Personality
She's kind of weird/crazy and rough/wild.
Kinda lazy/ often bored. But can sometimes be easily amused.
Hardly has any shame. Though that depends on the situation.
Mischievous. Loves messing around/causing trouble/ being up to no good. Although she doesn't mean any real harm.
She can be a bit of a perv, but usually to mess with people's minds.

Looks
Taller than the other version. I'm about 154 cm. I think she would be about 180 cm. In spirit form she can change her size. Though rarely she would make herself smaller.
When in physical form she usually 'borrows' my body. And just like how Yugi becomes Yami, she would also magically be her actual size. 8D (Shh! No one will notice.) xD;

Wild spikey hair. Main hair is brown. Bangs are purple/violet.
When calm/relaxed the hair looks a little less fluffy and spikey. And becomes a little flatter.
When angry/shocked the spikey hair is less round and uses more straight lines. The spikes can be further apart and usually turn a bit upwards.

Has sharp claws and teeth. (How cute! 8D)

Wears simple clothes, cuz they're practical and comfortable. Doesn't exist to look pretty.
Usually wears bluejeans. Damaged a.k.a. vintage is good. 8D
I often have her wear a sleeveless shirt or T-shirt. Usually mid/light blue. Although other colours may be fine too. Maybe black. (you: That's not a colour!) (Me: ... it is now! 8D)
Sporty shoes. (I never colour them the same way xD; ). Dark blue-ish grey looks ok.

The 'scar'
(You: She is a spirit, how can she have a scar?)
(Me: Stop trying to be a smartass!)
When I first drew her she had many more scars. They were actually symbolic to my pain back then. I was quite depressed at times. I took it out in my art that way.

As I started feeling better I drew her with less and less scars. For a while I had only the eye scar and a scar on the cheek left.
When re-designing a bit again I decided to remove the scar on the cheek as well and now she only has the eye scar left.

I also removed the scars cuz I felt bad that she was suffering from my negative feelings.
I left the eye scar for 2 reasons:
Character design. It makes her look a bit more reckless/dangerous.

Symbolism: She is sort of a reflection of anything negative/bad about me. There will always be something negative in me. I know eye scars are over used, but I choose to keep it to represent/symbolize what is wrong with my real right eye. My right eye doesn't function very well. I can see fine with it. It's only a bit short sighted. But the real problem is that my right eye doesn't work together that well with my left. Usually this can be fixed by prisma glasses, but my eye needs way too much prisma correction. So much so that they can't make glasses for it. I would have to get surgery to fix that. But as long as my eye can see well I'm not going to risk any scary surgery.

Apparently I can't see 3D because of this. (Whatever, 3D is overrated anyway! 8D)

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I think I've bored you enough now.
(Can't really think of anything else to tell right now, plus it's midnight).

FEAR THIS REF! 8D